No outlet

I am going through a rough patch in my life and I have no outlet. My life took a downturn two years ago. It coincides with the time I got married, but that has nothing to do with the person I married, who I believe with every fibre of my body is my true love in life and the partner I was looking for. It is simply how I mark the time in my mind.

My struggles can be summed up better this way; the goals I wanted to have achieved by now were not realized. I am still in debt, I couldn’t graduate the degree I work very hard for on a technicality, my dad has a heart condition that needs a serious surgery, my mom and I are not on good terms, I had to relocate far away from home for a job that turned out the opposite of what I wanted at this stage of my career. Also, I have been trying for a year and half to have children with no success.

To be honest, I do not know where to begin to straighten all of this out. Deep down in my heart, I think the best step is to go back home to my family and loved ones. Being alone and isolated does not help. For that to happen, I either need to transfer back or quit.

This is where I am at right now…

No outlet

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