Today I did something that was so completely out of character and I regret it deeply. I didn’t listen to myself, I listened to my husband instead.
Just because I’m married doesn’t mean I should lose myself into “us”, for the sake of cohesion and codependence, and then end up feeling like shit.
I’m probably gonna pull to the other extreme, become stubborn and not listen to him in anything else, and if that’s what it takes for me to regain balance and center myself, so be it!
Never again. I worked hard to be who I am and build and develop my values in life. I am not going to throw away everything I’ve become because I am wearing a ring on my left hand.
I am open to learn, but what works for him doesn’t necessarily mean it will work for me. I am okay with that.
I will never forget today. Never.