With men, I often end up with the feeling that I am not good enough. Even if, to me, I am more than enough. Sometimes, I wonder why I allow myself to be put through a situation like this, but I realize there is no predicting it. There is no way that you can tell if your effort and time will pan out and yield the relationship you want or not.
I’ve come to realize that this is what it probably means to put yourself out there and be vulnerable.
It is about taking risks.