Thinking about my past relationships today brought me tears.
I’ve had such bad relationships. And because of them, sometimes I find myself feeling insecure and unsure of myself. Not that they effected my self-worth, but I don’t feel secure. I feel uncertain of where I stand and where things are gonna go. When put in familiar and reminiscent situations, I am overwhelmed with doubt. I lose my good judgement.
It’s not that I haven’t moved on, I want nothing from the past. I’ve had closure. I just don’t know how to deal with the baggage that it has left me.
I feel genuine sorrow for myself who had to go through such bad experiences and be wronged that way.
I don’t even where and how to begin the healing process. All I know to do is cry the sadness away.
Tears can be cleansing.