I want to give up. I want to shake it all off and walk away. Damn it all if it falls to ruin.
But I can’t bring myself to do it. I can’t. So, I continue to lose sleep. I continue to run after everything. I continue to take on more. I continue to hand out promises I can not deliver. I continue on and on.
I wish to fall. Either way would do, but hanging on the edge is not a way live.
Here comes coffee and with it another sleepless night.